Saturday, March 20, 2010

I forgot what doing nothing feels like

Last night the Hubs and I went to a wedding. My mom took the baby for the night, so today before work I had a day to myself. No Husband. No baby. Just me. A multitude of possibilities crossed my mind. Work out? Go grocery shopping? Clean the house?
What did I end up doing...NOTHING.
I sat on the couch in my jammies, caught up on the Real Housewives of New York, and took a midday cat nap. I do admit I feel a tad bit guilty that I let such precious time go to waste, but it felt good to not worry about what needed to be done. It was also lonely. I am missing my little boy like crazy. I know this is good practice for when we leave for Mexico in a month, but I am going nuts without him. I miss his little smile and laugh. I miss his coo's and caa's. I miss snuggling him tight. I know he is having a good time at Grandma's but I can wait to smoosh him with kisses when I get home from work tonight.

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